Sunday, August 2, 2009
Friendship & Love
I ask myself sometimes where did this new me come from
Where has me gone, what has me done
I seem to have lost a lot but some how me won
And all my life, life has never been about me
I placed myself last so it last so I tried to be
I always prayed to the skies to see if he would answer from above
Mr. Multicultural experienced different variations of love
All that, no fit, like O,J's glove
I wasn't patient for love, I was chasing for hugs
For every "trophy" that I got, there was always a new replacement for her
I wasn't no pretty boy get money or some want to be thug
I was more about loving not the sensible stuff
At the parties I was smooth but the relations was rough
I was pretending to be single because being faithful was tough
I had that glitter type chick, one that ruled the mall
Or that athletic tough chick that love to play ball
Even the small loud chicks with the egos to tall
The tomboy chick that was chilling on the wall
The artist chick, that loved to paint when she draw
The hottest girl in school where every guy dropped there jaws
Or the chick that was smart, that could write papers with no flaw
Or the strong militant chick that use them words when she brawl
The ones with the skin tight jeans to make butt look mean with the big breast cause there bra too small
Those freaky night themes, the ones that do the creeping after 12 and drinking to they crawl
The church going woman that relies on Jesus for the call
By senior lady hello freshmen in the fall
Not to hype myself, but being me got them stalled
From different races to pretty faces, competition I just had to catch them all
But I over looked the one person who knew me best
The one who treats you like a friend that don't compare to the rest
She knew all my secrets, she talk the stress off my chest
She would say I don't like that girl or something like I guess
Lust took me for a ride but love got me to confess
Friends should stay friends but my heart was saying yes
Other chicks was never on it so she was always the best
We were friends that became more but it wasn't our time yet
Our friendship discovered love, more love beyond sex
I searched all around the world but not once did I check
The one that knows me the most would be the one I that I get
The one who was my friend, my sista, the other half to my love set
If love is mental I pray its like my soul's faith
My friend, became my love, my life, my soulmate...
Your Beauty
Your beauty is undeniable
No one can take that away,
One look in your direction
Makes all thoughts go astray,
A personality unprecedented
Matched beyond your years,J
ust one glaze into your presence
Can put a grown man in tears,
To know you is a good thing
To have you so much better,
O, the many things I would do
To make this last forever,
A weakness overcomes me
With the thought of you in mind,
I know if we were to be together
I would devote to you all of my time,
Paying no attention to any other females
Because what they have, it just does not compare,
To stray out on you for any reason
Is something I would not even dare!
Lust For Words
It's seem like now and days my name is being said with a lot of emphasisLike every line that I hear is about some he say she say that I did in there sentencesSo I continue to let life pass by in third person just so I can witness itCause they have flashes from camera but through the lens I can't see what they are picturing
And everybody gets tagged to see stories and make comments to what's happeningLike they think they got me figured out because I write messages through my statuses The type of tip I am on, can words really explain what my status is...?But yet they click to comment or check off oh I like this
If I could put my life into words I would probably leave it blankCause all my life they way I responded was from my mind no word just the way I thinkAnd gorgeous look good with my eyes but the she is average when I blinkTechnology got me writing quotes on facebook but some how neglected my friend the ink
So I told my friends that I wouldn't have a name if people didn't label me a nameAnd I just go with the flow, living life to expectancy cause that's how we play the gameI would rather be dulll then to live gossip of the consensus' and there fameThey are ones that hype you up until you do some 'ish that they think that it's lame
So I hope that one day my words will be published with my face on a bookSo somebody can quote me on there profile and get comments through facebookWriters that write and the words they produce, reader see ain't always as they lookCause I just wrote some words that said somthing about a lot but the message wasn't took...Yet my message was took...
Thursday, July 23, 2009
I Remember
I remember…
your face, as I stared through the glass
a chilling sensation through my body
my daughter is here, at last,
would give anything to hold you
I guess it will happen when the time comes,
but for now, I’ll just watch in amazement
as you sleep, full of life, but still numb,
I remember…
holding you in my arms
very nervious, not knowing what to expect,
looking heavily, starring in your eyes
letting you know, I will always do my best,
kissing your little cheeks, forehead, nose and head
on May 31, 2005, you made me the happiest dad,
I remember…
our first talk
you fell asleep lying in my arms,
I displayed two different emotions
a BIG smile for happiness, and tears of joy,
it was a moment beyond words
only a father and daughter could share,
and I knew from that moment forward
for you, I would always be there,
I remember…
those sleepless nights
staying up with you because you thought days were nights,
but for you, I would do anything
because being around you, makes everything alright!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
RawStyle
My natural hair is like the finest of silk,
Looking like a Barbie, the "Beauty" the model doll,
My hair is black and chemical free of guilt,
The soul of my Nigerian roots will not fall.
My trademark image,
and my unique raw style,
continues to change and evolve my definition.
There exists exotic energy allowing me to muster the ability,
The ability to act, see, and think clearly,
There is positivity,
possessing infinite possibilities,
Allowing progression,
peace, and prosperity.
My trademark image,
and my unique raw style,
continues to change and evolve my definition.
Refined protein packed with profound principle,
Couple inches of new growth made it more abstract,
but not impossible to comb thru my aggressional pull,
because originality is what it lacked.
My trademark image,
and my unique raw style,
continues to change and evolve my definition.
Thick & healthy free from elements which can break its natural bonds,
The look I achieve now depends on the creativity that transcends,
Good hair defines women because no hair is better than bad hair with wisdom,
If God gave me this beauty skin deep then I choose not to bend.
My trademark image,
and my unique raw style,
continues to change and evolve my definition.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Sorrow Walks Its Thin Line
Soft faces covered in hot BLOOD
Black and blue marks…some spots of MUDD
Pain slowly drips…causing a FLOOD
These souls are lost…the cause is WAR
Children are gone everyday…how many MORE?
Enemies seeping and destroying their CORES
Land being fought for with dirty CRIMES
Mines of blood accumulating over TIME
As the sorrow walks its thin LINE…
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Beauty is YOU!!!
Today someone thought of you, last night I dreamed of you, for your present tense not only glorifies the moment but clarififes our future, you are beautiful. Not to say that any other day, you didn't catch my eye but today, my mind is not going to bite its thoughts. Your beauty, that's only just a complete fraction of you, your middle name is Karma and mines should be Charm, because God created you and charmed me with a gift to express it to the whole world, why my eyes can only see you. For I am not talking about a past lover, future lover or even the friends slash aquistences I have bonds with now, no I am talking about my soul mate, just like Hancock the movie, I sense you near, the feeling of the heart, of mines is similar to the overflowing cups of the around table, cause surely goodness and greatness shall dwell in HIS house of love, God all mighty I thank you for your son, I thank you for blessing me with all that I have, thee eyes have yet seen the glory but yet the there is a star that shines bright, even when my eyes are closed at night or when the wind blows calmly and gentle on a hot blazing sunny day, I feel my my senses strengthen, but my six sense grows weak, I know you are near, I feel you, I hear you, its almost to the point where I can taste you... Reality still stands that moods swings are just phases some phases have a way of sticking around longer than they should, in return creat bad habits, bad habits admores misery, misery is acceptable to mistakes or the willingness to focus on being content rather than happy. I use to fight against winds of a thundestorm and curse at the rains for drawning the crops, but I see now that I can't rush this process, I am pledging for you heart, longing for your touch because today someone thought of you, today someone experienced your beauty.
Friday, April 17, 2009
You & Me
Sunny days remind me of ur love
Yearning for the warmth after the rain
Clouds look soft making me think aboutur skin
Cool breeze across my face causes tranquility
Just as ur kisses didClosed eyes Body swaying
Humming a song
As the birds chirp...
Sunny days make me happy
Remembering our sunny days
Wrapping my arms around me
Wishing u were still here..
to hold u, love u, care for u
using the sun as our ray of light
creating happiness, fulfillment, joywanting to escape reality
out of the sunlight, into another galaxy
u and me, a fantasynot comparing to anything
looking into ur eyes, taking me back
reminiscing, contemplating, creating
memories undiscovered
wishing it could be for eternity
u and i, we are destiny….
fantasy
fairy tale
turned into here now
you me
dancing with the stars
sharing moments feelings
we thought never existed
holding onto forever...
as if its our last breath to life
you
me us
together
happy, excited, glamorous
kissing in the rain
gliding with the wind
bonding
romanticizing
about how life would be
if....
...we would last for eternity
vibes amplified
spiritual connection
more than physical
two hearts beating as one
great minds thinking alike
excited like its our first time being in love
you
me
us
Without you my
days
would be dark and cold
so never let me go
you
me
We
forever…
forever
we
me
you
exhausting all possibilites
unlocking my heartentering a place so sacred
nurturing, caring, lovingliving through my beat
reaching my soul
soulmates
the thought of u brings a tear
no one compares
dares to interfere
because you and I
have that connection where
our physical attraction
intertwines us as one
wholemind, body and soul
like were making love for the first time
you
me
we
us
forever
for eternity
just you and me!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I Want The Cheeks
T-Brick
I want the cheeks
please excuse me for speakin' my mind
before you ask...no, that's not all I think about
but it's hard not to, damn that ass is so fine
I want the cheeks
but I don't mean it as a sign of disrespect
what we have can be much more
it's not always just about the sex
I want the cheeks
I'm mesmerized every time you walk away
ass shaking, creating a rhythm of its own
got me fantasizing of a weekend getaway
I want the cheeks
is that too much for a man to desire
after were finished I'll make it worth your time
I'll hold you close up under the fire
I want the cheeks
so don't be afraid to let yourself go
regardless of what people around you may think
I will never consider you to be a ho
I want the cheeks
were both grown, no need to play games
because when were both in the moment
we will be one in the same
I want the cheeksand by the look in your eyes, I can tell your ready
for your assurance, I'll be sure not to abuse them
I'll keep the pace nice, slow and steady
I want the cheeks
but trust it's much deeper than that
I want to get to know you and all
but we can get to that after the fact
what I'm trying to say is...our connection is stronger than the physical
I just want to explore all possible avenues
but what better way to start
than letting me get into you
I want the cheeks
what's wrong with giving a man what he wants
I know you want it just as much as I do
so there's no need to put up a front
because you know...I want the cheeks!
Grooving...
Thinks that people hear my vernacular and bring attention to words with no emphasis
Its like going to trial with no witnesses
Ya'll just acting the same, where's the differences
Haters been hating since the beginning of time, that's how it always is
So I started making distances
I'm grown I don't need no permission slip
I be the definition of perfection short of magnificent
They say do you got a girlfriend, I say naw'll I'm just fishing in
A big open world, where there are all types of women friends
Some guys play to be sensitive, others are in it for the initiatives
I just live my life, keep it real, that's how I be livin it
Fresh like a spring, but if my vibe just kicks it, then my essence will be herbally on
Let me clear my voice and no I won't fix up my tone
I hope that just made sense
My hands is kind of dirty let me put it under sink and let the dirt rinse
But I am going to switch back into country mode, on to a different script...
Man With Emotions (Then Yal Wonder Why)
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